Friday, June 29, 2007

what the hell

You know, I am not sure why I am even doing this. I don't even write in my journal hardly ever so what the hell is this? Anyway, maybe its just another worldly orifice for me to belch my thoughts. I used to put my journal on the coffee table. It was an attempt in college to be candid and real and absolute. It allowed me fewer hypocrisies as I would be accountable to the truth in my writings with the opportunities for people to see them. While it worked in its attempt to hone my ability to practice genuineness, I also found this out: No one read my journal. I even invited them to for the sake of feeling like I was really putting myself out there and not just pretending, but I guess people are people. Even on invitation they will stand you up for the sake of respecting a privacy that is ultimately disrespected by their lack of zeal. Oh well. Till we have faces.
That being said, who the hell is going to care about this blog? I have no answers.

4 comments:

ashley said...

I care you silly woman! I'll read it, though I do think you should change the name of the blog...doesn't fit you. Nope. That rhymes with Pope. that's my name. Weird.

Denise said...

i will read...and enjoy...and even at times respond...I hope you are well..see ya..

Denise said...

hey...write ...write...write...I want to know how you are...LOL

Anonymous said...

Its so great to see both you and Ash doing well. Its only been 7 years since we all hung out in NYC...lol hey but atleast I can say I was the one to touch basis I spoke with Ashley when I bought the new CD but after that lost touch. The CD was good but my fav is still "FAITH PAINS"..lol anyway take care you both and congrats on you'll great new life adventures.
Zane